I want to faint and question my sanity at the beginning of the semester. What had inspired me to take gender studies?!? It is so horribly, terribly, horrendously (I can go on forever!) difficult! Interesting it may be but the thing that I'm most afraid of now is to write out of point for the stupid paper. Damn it. Should have just dropped the module or something. It is too late for regrets now. I will just have to bear with it and hope for the best. Maybe the lecturers would love my handwriting - highly impossible but I'm hoping - and give me a B or something. Maybe the lecturers love some radical and totally new idea I would have come up with during the exams and think that I have the potential to explore the idea and view and give me an A! Maybe the lecturers will be feeling sleepy when they are marking my paper and in their sleepy stupor, they would be unconsciously writing a B/A for my grade.
Right. I know I'm just rambling. This is madness. I am contented with a freaking B-!
