I kind of like my hair now. Instead of spending half the time in the bathroom washing my hair, I only have to spend 1/4 of the time.
I am trying to quit my habit of sleeping at weird hours every night and for the past few nights, I thought I succeeded. Alas, it was just a facade! I managed to sleep at 2am for the past few nights because I was under medication which will cause drowsiness. When I stopped my medication yesterday, I was tossing in my bed for 2 hours before I fell into fitful slumber. Tonight, I decided that if I were to waste my time tossing and turning in my bed, I might as well make better use of the time. So here I am, online again at 1.30am and not planning to go to bed anytime soon.
I was on the bus today and I was suddenly reminded of my younger days. When I was in primary school, all I wanted (almost) was to get into some girls' school or a more prestigous school. In the end, I got into PHS. When I was in PHS, all I wanted to go was SAJC but things never go according to my wishes, I ended up in YJC. When I was in YJC, all I wanted was to get into some local university. Finally, I managed to scrap through and got into NUS. Now that I am in NUS, I'm lost. I don't know where I want to go next. Is that what the whole education thingy is about? To proceed further up in the education ladder and ultimately you will reach the top. And when you are at the top, what do you do? Where do you go? We have been forced to study for so many years that when we are finally going to finish our studying one day, we actually feel lost and unsure about the next step. At least that is the case for me. Where next?
