I'm getting nostalgic again. I think I'm seriously spending too much time online. I just read through some of my really early entries and I think I really am a changed woman. People usually cannot detect the change in themselves because it doesn't really affect them, but I think my change is kind of drastic for me to actually be able to detect them. I've been through so many changes, so many stages in my life that I felt like I am already 30 years old. A friend once told me that her first impression of me was that I was too optimistic about everything and she was momentarily disgusted on how someone could think the best out of the worst situations. Well, for you info, that girl is gone. In her place is a relatively seasoned, cynical, part-time pessimistic and hate-the-world bitch. Read through the new year revelations I've made in year 2005, didn't really fulfil any of them. In fact, I think I broke all of them. To heck with all revelations. I am trying to revert myself to that nice, optimistic, chirpy, cheery, self-deceiving, all-trusting, keep-opinions-to-myself girl. I am really trying. But no guarantee that I will like it.
