I don't like to sit in the inner seats of buses because: I'm afraid of cockcroaches which resides in them; I don't want to feel trapped when someone I feel uncomfortable with sits beside me; I've had bad experiences.
I hate the feeling of not being trusted. Especially when you feel like you had done alot but it all amounts to nothing.
I swore off level 1000 modules and never to break down in front of others.
I think I can just run away one day and not feel anything.
First time I've entertained scary thoughts and it is not doing me much good.
No one understands anyone at all. But no one can deceive you better than yourself.