Once again, I wonder how I actually sound like and appear to others. Do I sound pissed when I'm actually just trying to make my point? Do I sound gossipy when I'm just trying to be concerned? Do I sound helpless when I'm actually just complaining? I don't know. I wonder whenever I try to project myself to sound like how I feel like, do people detect something else behind that? When I want to appear aloof or nonchalant, do I really look the part? I wonder. I think I should film myself. Make some home video and be narcissitic (ok, I don't really know how to spell it..) and watch myself at home. Aspire to be an unfathomable person!
