I think I've lost the ability to write. For quite some time I have been trying to come up with something to post here but from how I started this entry, you should know that I have failed to come up with anything. Maybe I'm just numb. With everything that is happening. Maybe that's why I am optimistic. Because I'm numb. Oblivious. Lost the ability for many other things. And I don't know why all these things just came up. It is not like I am bound down with problems but its just that I have no idea what's going on in my head. So, is it better to know what is bothering you or is it better to not know what is bothering you?
