I'm so going to be dead. I failed my English project in addtion to my failure of the English test. So dead. And the project consists of 30% of the grade and the test is 10% I think.. I am so screwed. So going to fail this module. And the worse thing is, it is discrediting everything that I have learnt so far. Everything that was taught in school in the past became part of something that could be changed to suit different purposes and situation. Nothing is concrete anymore to me. After 5 minutes, just like what my tutor said, nothing makes sense anymore. Suddenly, no one is sure what they actually think of words/sentences/phrases/conventional terms and everything else. Stupid. Should have taken the lit module instead. And I can't believe that I dreamt of him. Crap.