I always wonder what will happen after I die. How many people will mourn for me. How many will really cry because of obligation, because of pity, because of....? How would the lives of people around me be without me? I think I would want my funeral to be a happy event, if there are even many people who will attend. I would want it to be glam event. Everyone dress in a theme. Play Mayday's songs over and over again. Hope to get Mayday fans converts on that day. Coffin, say in black? I want people to remember the funeral for at least awhile, before their attention gets reverted to the real world. I wonder if I really do have such a funeral or anyone for that matter, how long it would stay on people's memories. Or they would also forget it as time goes by, just like everything else. How long it would stay as people's conversation? Maybe I should do some soul-leaving thingy on myself and try it out. And I would get all my answers.
