Do you have the feeling of looking into your life instead of living it sometimes? I certainly do. Sometimes, I feel as if I am an intruder into my life, looking at things around me, people around me and not feeling anything at all. A friend said my blog is very depressing but I can say if you read back my entries a few months back, this is not the case. I don't know what is happening to me. Cynical? I agree. Sarcastic? Getting more and more. Apathetic? Certainly so. More of being nonchalent. I really wonder why. I want back my old self. Really.
