It seems to me that the sense of familiarity is gone. It feels as if the whatever I am supposed to feel is kind of false. Is it because I'm more sensitive these few days or worse, the sense of familiarity wasn't even there in the first place. In a span of a few days, many things happened and consequences have yet to come. I don't even want to wonder about them, in fact I'm hoping that they would never come though it is kind of wishful thinking. I don't know what is going to happen. I don't know what I am feeling. I don't know what is going on at all. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I can just take the easy way out, be oblivious to everything.
