Have you ever felt disappointed over something despite you expecting the outcome? Well, I did. Although it was something I expected, the feeling wasn't exactly fantastic too. Hell. The feeling suck. Disappointment is really a bad feeling. Although I know that life isn't a bed of roses all the time and I need to experience bad feelings at times so as to jolt me out of my relatively breezy life, still it sucks.
Anyway, let's talk about something else. Upon serious thought, how many people do you actually consider to be your close friends or even best friends? How many people actually make the cut? How many people can you actually trust and know everything about you? Honestly, I don't know myself too. Friends, sure I have a lot. But how many can I actually trust and how many actually understand me inside out? Maybe I should embark on a journey of self-discovery. Try to discover my true self, my true close friends, my life.
This sucks. To be a human being is really difficult. I would rather be something else.
